Broken

Well my friends... it's June 9, 2011.

I'm single, back home with my parents, broken hearted and listening to Adele.

The past year and a half was a bumpy ride with a man I learned to love through his good and bad. I would never change any of it... I learned to love, work through the bad and I grew into, I think, a wiser person.

I wish he could see how much I put into us... but that doesn't matter now that he found someone new. That tends to happen with me.

I fall in love then fall on my face.

There won't be anyone else like him tho loud mouthed and crazy and bad for me. I'd give anything to have him back but instead I break down a lone in tears. A year and a half doesn't seem long but it took a lot out of me and now I need to learn to move on and try to let him go...

Here I go again... wish me luck...

XOXO
**ME**

Here we go again...

After the best year and a half, where I had learned to love and give my all... it was brought to a sudden halt. 

Here I  am again... putting myself out there to the mercy of... Dating Sites...

I wish good things would happen to good people...

XOXO

**ME**

The L Word

A post I worked on from April 6th... a joke right...

Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband, 


Well he said it... he said the "L" word. After a year of ups, downs, tears, fights, sleeping with other people. It didn't happen long after he got back from his trip down south... when he look me in the eye and said he loved me. Can it be that after a year and a half we are moving to a new level! :) He has always meant so much to me and yes, yes I love him too.

 Update..
He took it back. I can't even pretend to finish this blog and fabricate what happen. And now I am left in a empty state where somehow this man was able to reach inside me and literally rip out my heart. So now I am walking around... heartless... empty. Some days I don't even know what to feel.


XOXO

**ME**