This is a real time post. I am coming back from a date with well... you will have to wait for that. I don't want to jump too much into the present time without finishing these last few dates.
Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband,
I just want to let you know...
I'm addicted to pain...Addicted to finding the right guy even when he is the absolutely nothing like the right guy should be.
He is so horrible that he makes the next asshole so much more amazing and I accept it because the pain is addictive... like a piercing or a tattoo
and I love that even the nice guys
It isn't that I love being hurt because I definitely do not at all. It is just the guys I have been attracted too and find the most alluring are the bad boys. I want to be the one that makes them calm down from their bad boy ways and fall in love with me.
Things I need to stop doing are...falling to fast, believing everything that is said to me, opening up to fast, and settling for someone that is not worth my time.
A friend told me once I'll go through a lot of scummers before I meet the one who is my perfect fit.
Well friends I'm sick of waiting and I'm sick of scummers.
But, I am now determined for him to find me...It's gonna take a strong man to win me over now.
Xoxo
**ME**
Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband,
I just want to let you know...
I'm addicted to pain...Addicted to finding the right guy even when he is the absolutely nothing like the right guy should be.
He is so horrible that he makes the next asshole so much more amazing and I accept it because the pain is addictive... like a piercing or a tattoo
and I love that even the nice guys
In the end... all turn out the same
It isn't that I love being hurt because I definitely do not at all. It is just the guys I have been attracted too and find the most alluring are the bad boys. I want to be the one that makes them calm down from their bad boy ways and fall in love with me.
Things I need to stop doing are...falling to fast, believing everything that is said to me, opening up to fast, and settling for someone that is not worth my time.
A friend told me once I'll go through a lot of scummers before I meet the one who is my perfect fit.
Well friends I'm sick of waiting and I'm sick of scummers.
But, I am now determined for him to find me...It's gonna take a strong man to win me over now.
Xoxo
**ME**
