July 10th
Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband,
He's been in and out of my life now for over a year. And yet... he still captures me. Maybe because he is that dark, mysterious, and dangerous man I have been seeking for so long. Whenever I hear from him I get a rush of emotions... lonely, happy, sad... but mostly happy. That is the one thing he was always good at.
The Marine... who has been posted about A LOT. (newcomers I would suggest checking out the past posting to get caught up)
At this point I had not thought much of him... he had changed for the good or bad since he had gone back to Iraq and I was not going to be the one to bring back the man that I had first met and fell for... although I had wanted to be... he wasn't going to let me.
I woke up like every other weekday early... showered and got ready for work. I have my cellphone on a sleeper til 7 in the morning so I am not woken up in the middle of the night. I went about my normal routine and checked my cellphone and my heart came to a stand still...
1am... Missed call from the Marine
2am... Texts from the Marine... "You up babe?" "call me when you get a chance"
3am.. Missed call with a voice mail
"Hey darling... call me... **static static** leaving soon"
So I text him once I calmed down... but that was it...
I guess in my mind I was hoping it wasn't just a drunk late night I am in town call... but it was... and well strangely enough it helped me put a close to how I felt for him... his last 3am call allowed me to move on...
hopefully to BIGGER and BETTER... men
XOXO
**ME**
Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband,
He's been in and out of my life now for over a year. And yet... he still captures me. Maybe because he is that dark, mysterious, and dangerous man I have been seeking for so long. Whenever I hear from him I get a rush of emotions... lonely, happy, sad... but mostly happy. That is the one thing he was always good at.
The Marine... who has been posted about A LOT. (newcomers I would suggest checking out the past posting to get caught up)
At this point I had not thought much of him... he had changed for the good or bad since he had gone back to Iraq and I was not going to be the one to bring back the man that I had first met and fell for... although I had wanted to be... he wasn't going to let me.
I woke up like every other weekday early... showered and got ready for work. I have my cellphone on a sleeper til 7 in the morning so I am not woken up in the middle of the night. I went about my normal routine and checked my cellphone and my heart came to a stand still...
1am... Missed call from the Marine
2am... Texts from the Marine... "You up babe?" "call me when you get a chance"
3am.. Missed call with a voice mail
"Hey darling... call me... **static static** leaving soon"
So I text him once I calmed down... but that was it...
I guess in my mind I was hoping it wasn't just a drunk late night I am in town call... but it was... and well strangely enough it helped me put a close to how I felt for him... his last 3am call allowed me to move on...
hopefully to BIGGER and BETTER... men
XOXO
**ME**
