Hi again avid followers, newcomers, future exes and my future husband,
It's Easter and my sister is home from college which I am psyched about really! So...I probably should tell her...
I'm addicted to dating sites....
This is what I am waiting for from my perfect always in a relationship little sister...
You're crazy...they must have something wrong with them...they aren't that good looking....what are you thinking?!?
So we go out for the night and as we are ending up the night out at the diner for an after bar breakfest, my cell starts to vibrate. SWEET! I knew exactly who it was regardless of the time... the marine was able to get off base to spend some time with me.
I know it is late, he says, but I would really like to see you tonight. Work has been crazy and I won't be able to see you any other time this weekend.
yes, YES! Is the thought that came to my head. It would be prefect my sister could take me there and just come get me in the morning. Little did I know the tables would have turned...my sister...the one who always says to grow up...make the first move.
YOUR TRUE LOVE IS NOT GOING TO FALL INTO YOUR LAP! Hasss to talk to the Marine first...
Nope..NO...no you're not going. He just wants to sleep with you. He called me sweetheart. He does NOT care about you...
...and as my eyes swelled with tears it hits me, in some strange way it is like she doesn't want me to be happy. Because when it comes down to it... I don't care about the 3am calls because I still get calls during the week, the emails, the ims, the text messages.... just once I would like to be the happy one. But...not now...not this time...the marine calls me back and he is baffled and angry and hangs up
He hung up...on me...and when I tried to call him back he there was no answer...
There it goes out the window...
My biggest regret... not going to see him that night. Maybe things would have been different today.
Xoxo
**ME**
